Honestly

Whyyy Bone?!

bloodstainblondes:

So as I’ve already stated in a previous post,Virtue to Vice has been my favorite video by Deathstars.It has honestly been ruined for me.I sob like a child every time the “Your out Ratboy” part comes.Bone why did you have to leave?!I’m being bitter but I don’t care,I will not like this new member;he can’t replace Bone!Or at least not in my books.That is Bone’s rightful thrown! 

i talked to Skinny on 10th November and asked how Bone was and he said that he’s still recovering (arm problems, i bet you remember that Bone had a surgery because of that). then i asked if they talk often and Skinny said not really, because he (Skinny) doesnt like telephone conversations. i laughed and said its funny, because i read somewhere that Bone hates facebook and myspace on the other hand. he said yes, its kinda hard to keep in touch but they’re still friends and it is alright.

Bone is with his family back in his home in Sweden, recovering from his injuries, Vice (Oscar) took his place, but believe me, he plays quite good and is a nice person. this is all i know, i hope i helped.

personal comment: i miss Bone too, and do hope that he’ll recover soon.

just thinking.

you know… im a fan of DEATHSTARS and DIR EN GREY, and ive been thinking of it for a while…

2 sides are fighting with each other in me. i’ve been to 3 Deathstars gigs, and i met with the band members after each one. they’re all nice, they’re coming out everytime to the crowd, i could talk to them, have pictures with them (eg i had multiple with Skinny once because i didnt like the first one) and have their signatures. they signed my CDs and ticket right before me. they would even write my name on it if i asked them. i only payed for the concert ticket.

and on the other hand…

i had to pay (a lot money) to meet with Dir en grey, i had to pay to see the gig, i could only have 1 picture with the whole band, not with 1 pic with each member, i could only had 1 signature from them which is on a poster and i bet they did it like a robot, and Kyo didnt even come out (he’s being a fucking drama queen, seriously, saying that he was forced in some places to come out and he locks himself spiritually in the inside. he constantly lies in the interviews and being all antisocial. but meanwhile he smiles and looks into everyones eyes when he is „forced to go out”. seriously, next time put it in the VIP description that he WONT come out and the fans wont make shitty hopes of it). and, one more thing: i think they recycled my presents i made with my hands. i saw what they fucking did in Berlin. nice.

you know, im happy and sad in the same time. happy, because now i know that even bands are not the same HOWEVER Deathstars is 10 years old too. they say that people from the north are really cold, but it is not true. they’re so warm and cuddling and talkative and they dont even ask you to give them money to meet with them.

management and japanese-kind thinking sucks on the other side. i dont want to ever pay to meet with Dir en grey again. i seriously think i wont. thanks for the laminate, the poster, the handshake and the pic, and thanks to Kaoru that he let me hug him. this is all i get for 7 years support. and guess what; my love for them is still unbelievable.

but this a bit shook me.

10. 11. 2011., Budapest, DEATHSTARS Setlist

1. The Mark of the Gun 

2. Semi-Automatic 

3. Motherzone 

4. Blood Stains Blondes 

5. Tongues 

6. Blitzkrieg 

7. Cyanide 

8. Death Dies Hard 

9. Metal

*personal note to self: Andreas still awesome as he talks to us, his voice is amazingly sexy, he said he loves us and Budapest is awesome. /ovaries exploded in total love/*

*personal* meeting with Deathstars after Budapest gig after 2 years ♥ /10. 11. 2011./

oh my God it was unbelieavable. at first we discussed that we will go outside the venue to the back entrance… because Deathstars will come out for sure. and then… we were walking towards the merch shop… Andreas walks next to me to the opposite way so we made an IMMEDIATE TURN and followed him… i just greeted them and stood next to Skinny, i went like ‘hey, did you watch the show?’ and he was like ‘yeah it was so good!’ and i went ‘how are you?’ and he asked the same in the same moment. xD the others looked at me like ‘hmm, whos that?’ and when they realized im a fan they just smiled and turned to lovely people. >3< seriously!! ♥ i gave Cat a kiss, he wanted to have it under his right ear, he got it. ♥ i spoke to Skinny, i said that i miss them, and they should come more often. he smiled. i asked him to make an album fast and he made a promise that after the tour they will do it and there’re going to be some badass songs. ♥ i asked how Bone was and he said that ‘im sure he’s alright, you know, i dont really like telephone conversations…’ and i went like ‘oh thats not good since he hates myspace and facebook’ and he went ‘hahah yes its awkward because we dont talk much’ ♥ i asked him if i can have a pic with him and a girl on his other side sqealed sign but Skinny said ‘okay wait, just a picture’ and started to poseee >3< ♥ i told Andreas that we love them and he smiled and went ‘i know’ and his face told me ‘you’re cute’. ♥

pic together with everyone except Emil because he’s a mean guy and didnt come out. :C

but Cat……. oh my God, Cat. ♥ hug, kiss, love. ♥ they’re all so patient and nice… they dedicated my ticket, too. when Cat dedicated my ticket he just put his beer in my hand. he’s such a cool person. i shook during he did it. it was so good! Andreas even told my friend that she should stop shaking but she couldnt stop it and Andreas asked her if she’s feeling cold and he hugged her for a really long time. :)

i still cant believe this. i didnt even tell anything about the concert itself. but…

i even wore a Deathstars t-shirt which was bought on their last tour in 2009 and Cat was like ‘mmm, thats a good shirt’ :DD and on most pictures, i look awkward of course, but who gives a fuck, i was after a Deathstars and Rammstein gig after anyway! xDDD

oh my God, oh my God, oh my God. ♥